Monday, August 16, 2010
Feeling down today............can't put my finger on it unless it is the fact that hubby has been working a alot of overtime and there is never enough time for us to do anything fun. Not like there is much we can do anyway. My health issues don't allow us to do much that doesn't entail sitting down....................it gets old hat and mighty depressing after several months. I'm hanging in ther although I don't know how much longer I can or why I even want to. Life isn't a lot of fun when there isn't much you can do to participate in it! I try and put a smile on my face and pretend that everything is fine even when it isn't. I don't know how much longer I can do it, but I have to at least keep it up too get through my sons upcoming wedding on Sept. 25! I am really happy for him and his bride and I am really looking forward to this. I never thought I would live to see this day, but am awfully glad I did. I wish his birth Dad was here to enjoy it with us. Okay, I have to get off this subject or I will end up crying here and now and won't be able to see what else I am typing. They are blending a family and I know from experience that it can be a difficult task at best. I hope he has learned from our mistakes and doesn't have to learn those lessons on his own! They have 6 children between them and they need to love all of them the same and as if they were their very own. She has 2, he has 3, and they have one together. Amazingly enough they all get along and actually like each other, so that is half the battle and they are close enough in age to play and talk together and form special bonds that will last them a lifetime!!!!