Tuesday, January 15, 2013
Hopeless.....that's a strange word for me to use since I've always been the one to say that nothing is hopeless. And yet, here I am feeling the same way I've told others not to feel.
Why you ask? Because I found out yesterday that I have Stage IV Kidney Disease. Now this may not seem hopeless to you, but in my case I am pretty sure I know the reason for the Kidney Disease. It is some major blockages in the arteries that feed my kidneys. And there is nothing they can do to alleviate this problem. They told me before the blockages reached this point that there wasn't anything they could do!
Now I'm wondering what comes next? How much time do I have? What will my future hold? Will I even have much a future? Or will I spend my days on dialysis?
Friday I will go to the hospital for an Ultrasound on my kidneys and bladder and maybe they will tell me more the next time I go to the kidney doctor in a month. Waiting an entire month to find out anything is going to be hard to do!
If any readers believe in God I would appreciate some prayers! Thanks